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Samwuxarod chemi grdznoba ar agmochnda iseti dzlieri rogoric sheni..... An sheidzleba ar yopila namdvili siyvaruli...... Martla ar minda guli gatkino mara ese gagrdzelebas ar shemidzlia..... Kide ertxel mapatie..... ;( Amboben rom awmyoti unda icxovro da xvalindeli dge aravis aqvs garantirebuli… Ai exla vpiqrob… Tu asea mashin me ra vqna? Mqondes momavlis imedi romelmac sheidzleba arc ki iarsebos? Es rogor… Ai ubralod sheidzleba xval agar viyo… An zeg… An sami dgis shemdeg… Roca amaze vpiqrob cremlebi madgeba… Ar minda ise movkvde, rom 1 wamit mainc ar vigrdzno tavi bednierad… Rogor vicxovro awmyoti roca mxolod mogonebebi macocxlebs… Da kidev momavlis imedi… Yvela imas ambobs..: "mova sheni droc”-o… Magram rodis? Es xom momavalia… Da garantirebuli ar aris… Es yvelaperi ertmanets ar sheesabameba… Ar gamodis ertad… Sheidzleba arc unda vgrdznobde tavs ubedurad maram ra vqna… Chems warsul cxovrebas rom gadavxedo albat veraper natels ver vnaxav… Da ro mkitxon yvelaze bednieri dge shenc cxovrebashio verapers vityvi… Radgan arasdros ar migrdzvnia tavi bednierad… Ai martla arasdros… Sheidzleba vinmem ipiqros ro ai magalitan is dge rodesac chemi angelozi (daiko) moevlina samyaros… Magram ara… Mashin tavi bednierad ar migrdzvnia… Sheidzleba zedmetad patara viyavi ar vici… Da tundac momentebi rodesac rodesac me dzalian bednieri unda vyopiliyavi guli yoveltvis mtkioda… An sheidzleba bednierebis unari davkarge… Da sixarulis… Magram eg jer dzalian adrea chemtvis… Vxedav rom momavlit cxovrebas azri ar aq radgan aravis aqvs garantirebuli… Arc warsulit radgan iq arcerti bednieri wami ar yopila… Awmyo? Ra sisulelea… Ise rogorc exla var arasodes ar vyopilvar… Albat bednierebaa rom var janmrteli, varsebob, Albat nichic maqvs… Magram am yvelapers namvilad davtmobdi 1 wami bednierebistvis… Ubralod minda… Mainteresebs rogoria rodesac guls uxaria… Da araperi gtanjavs… Bavshvobaze arapers vambob… Mashin arc bednierebaa da arc tanjva… Ubralod ver vacnobierebt verapers… Da mivyvebit dinebas… Im wlebis ganmavlobashi vswavlobt siaruls, laparaks, azrovnebas da cxovreba amis shemdeg iwyeba… Amboben aseti asakiao… Yvelapers upro mdzaprad ganicdi… Eg ratqmaunda… Magram eseti ragaceebi bevrs ar emartebat… Mxolod gamonaklisebs… Da es asaki chvens gonebashi samudamod rcheba… Da dzalian moqmedebs chvenze… Da chvens momavalze… Neta davashave rame? Ra uazro kitxvaa… Sanam bavshvi var cxovreba matrialebs me da ara me cxovrebas… Asea da ras vizavt… Bedisweras versac gaeqcevi… =) Da saertod yvelapers mainc siyvarultan mivyavart… Chemtvis mteli cxovreba siyvarulia… Misi siyvaruli vinc amas albat ar imsaxurebs… An ar vici… Jer kidev bevri ram ar mesmis… Magram me mainc miyvars… Da yvelze dzvirpasia… Da albat girs amdeni tanjva… Iqneb gvirabis bolos mec melodeba sinatle… Tu bolomde mivedi ratqmaunda… Netav sad aris chemi dawyevlili gvirabis bolo…?? Ertxel davinaxe ragac chemtvis zeciuri… Masshi vnaxe yvelaperi rac mchirdeboda… Me amas mteli sicocxle vedzebdi… Ara, ara mashin chemi cxovreba dzalian patara iyo… 11 weli vedzebdi… Da vipove kidec… Netav meti ra minda? Ra mchirdeba? Albat is rom gverdit myavdes… Minda, roca moviwyen shemomanatos shavi tvalebit… Mxolod misi tvalebi… Me sxva ar minda… Mxolod is vinc vnaxe im dges… Is tvalebi romelic tavidanve gulshi chamivarda… Da aqamde chems gulshi vinaxav… Da albat kidev didi xani meyoleba… Aqve… Chemtan axlos… Netav mas ratom ar esmis es yvelaperi? Albat ar icis… Ar gamoucdia… Erti naxvit sheyvareba yvelaze lamazia… Nebismier asakshi… Me is miyvarda roca viyavi bavshvi da arc ki vicodi siyvaruli ra iyo… Magram mainc miyvarda… Chemi patara gulit… Da grdznobit… Mis danaxvaze guli yoveltvis michqardeboda… Ar vicodi vin iyo… Ar vicnobdi… Magram misit sruliad moxibluli viyavi… Da axlac… Martalia bevri gadavitane… Magram mainc michqardeba gulimis danaxvaze… Ra vqna asetia siyvaruli… Da arc vici ramdeni xani gagrdzeldeba… Magram is ki vici rom miyvars… Mteli gulit… Da albat jer kidev im bavshvuri siyvarulit romelic tavidanve iyo… Da me bednieri var… Yvelapris miuxedavad… Mainc… Da zogjer… Rodesac ragac iseti xdeba rac warsulis mogonebebs migvidzebs… Tundac gazapxulis mzis shuqi… Titqos grdznobebic meordeba… Is pirveli shegrdzneba rodesac davinaxe… Da kidev bevri sxva… Neta meti ra damrchenia… Ocneba da piqri… Magram me es ori rames myopnis… Magram zogjer mainc momivlis xolme yvelaperi rac xdeba… Da ai mashin ukve vnadgurdebi… Da albat vkargav cxovrebis 5 wels mainc… Da netav rodis davkargad bolomde… Imedia male ara… Me mainc minda cxovreba… Mxolod imistvis mainc rom gavixseno… Tkbili momentebi… Sakmaod dznelia mxolod amit cxovreba mara gadavitan… Vici ro gadavitan da albat dadgeba momenti roca yvelaperi damtavrdeba… Mara rodis? Dzalian mchirdeboda bavshvoba magram sad aris? Gaqra… Bavshvi, bavshvi… Ramdenjer vaxsene es sityva… Albat imitom rom dzalian momenatra… Morcha vasruleb weras tore agar shemilia… ;(Videqi chemi ertaderti siyvarulis win da verapers veubnebodi…. Ver veubnebodi imas tu rogor miyvarda, vagmertebdi……. Is ashkarad cudad iko…. Me amas vgrdznobdi…… Magram veraprit vexmarebodi……. Misi sevdiani tvalebi……. Da gimili…. Romelic chemtvis dzalian dzvirpasia……. Magram es gimili iko nagvelit savse……. Masshi ragac gansakutrebuli eria…. Mis tvalebshi koveltvis vxedavdi ragac gansakutrebuls…. Romelmac albat me is shemakvara…. Magram ratom ar aris bednieri?! Is xom amas namdvilad imsaxurebs…. Yoveltvis es sazizgari sityva "magram”…. Videqi mis win daa……. Ubralod araperi ragac uazro sityvebi…. Romelshic iko ragac…. Magram garshemo amas veravin amchnevda…… mxolod me da sheidzleba isic…… Ar vici…. Vuyurebdi tvalebshi magram ar shemedzlo metqva…. Ar shemedzlo?! Neta ratom…… garshemo xalxi ireoda magram me shens garda aravin…. Saertod aravin ar mainteresebda…. Da verc veravis vamchnevdi…… Vxedavdi mxolod shen tvalebs da gimils…. Da vkitxulobdi shens tvalebshi sevdas…… Sevdas romelic me manadgurebs…… Mere gamovedi……. Vpiqrobdi mxolod shenze……. Albat ragaceebsac vambobdi magram….. Verc ki shevnishne rogor momadga tvalze cremli…. Rogor sheidzleba shen ar iko bednieri?! Shen, shen xom…. Yvelaze bednieri unda iko am qveyanaze…. Da imedia iqnebi kidec…. Me amistvis kvelapers gavaketeb gepicebi…… Miyvarxar chemo sicocxle…. Cxovrebaze metad….!! Vaime agar shemidzlia…. Sigijemde miyvars… Sicocxleze metad, uzomod, usazgvrod… Vegar vdzleb… Yoveltvis ese vambob mara dgitidge uaresdeba es tkivili… Chemi guli ileva, ishleba, dneba… Chemi angelozi xar… Namdvili angelozi romelic cxovrebas minatebs… Sashinlad momenatre… Neta odesme vegirsebi shengan odnav sitbos? Ragac aramgonia… Me xom girsi ar var… Magram mainc miyvarxar ra vqnaa…?? Guls xom ver ubrdzaneb… Cremlebi madgeba tvalebze… Marto shenze piqrebit vsuldgmulob… Mogonebebit vsuntqav… Gepicebi chemi sicocxle xar… Shens garda meti ra minda… Shens siyvarulze agarc vocnebob… Ra sisulelea… Ubralod minda ro gxedavde da es sashineli monatreba ar mtanjavdes… Tore sxva albat arc araperi mchirdeba… Shen mchirdebi… Haerze metad mchirdebi… Ristvis vitanjebi ase…? Ra davashave…? Heeh……… Yvelaperi kargad iqneba…. ![]() Vzivar da vwer… vwer… albat ragac dzalian mnishvnelovans unda vaketebde, vismende imas rac chems garsheno xdeba… magram… mteli chemi azrebi shentan aris da ver gshordeba… me sheni var mteli sulit da gulit… vagiareb ro miyvarxar… miyvarxar ise rogorc aravin da arasdros… sicocxleze metad… shen tu bednieri iqnebi gepicebi upro gamexardeba… Chemi sikvdili tu gagaxarebs movkvdebi… chemi tanjva tu gagaxarebs davitanjebi… Yvelapers gavaketeb imistvis rom shen bednieri iko… Shens win ro damayenon da mitxran tu giyvars mokvdio… martla movkvdebi… Magram sikvdilamde gtxov chamexutetqo… da amis mere ukve aranairi survili agar meqneba… Martla aranairi… Me mxolod shentvis vcxovrob… da shen ro ar arsebobde ar vici me rogor viqnebodi… Sheni saxe mudam tvalwin midgas… Da roca tvalebshi giyureb xdeba saocari… me vxedav mtel chems sicocxles, yvelaper imas rac mchirdeba… Sheni erti sityvac imdenad mnishvnelovania chemtvis… Chemo sicocxle miyvarxar kvelaze metad… da icode rom me yoveltvis maxsovxar da menatrebii… miyvarxar meti araperi ubralod miyvarxar!! =) Yoveltvis roca gxedav an shens saxel warmovidgen ramodenime wamis shemdeg maxsendeba is rom shentan ertad verasodes viqnebi…. Da titqos gulshi ragac chamwydao iseti shegrdzneba maq…. Yovel jerze…. Arada yoveltvis maxsovxar…. Amboben imedi bolos kvdebao magram chem shemtxvevashi dzalian adre mokvda…. Adre albat ragac imedi mainc mqonda magram exla…. Exla ukve agar…. Ra azri aq tavis motyuebas…. Yoveltvis roca pilms vuyureb an motxroba vkitxulob shen maxsendebi…. Yvelgan aris siyvarulis istoria…. Zogs sashineli dasasruli aq zogs dzalian kargi… magram ai exla rac xdeba siyvarulis istorias namdvilad ver davarqmev…. Es aris ragac gaugebari…. Tu siyvaruli ara ragac mainc aris xolme…. Magram am shemtxvevashi sruliad araperia…. Ubralod araperi…. Ar shemidzlia ase arapris cxovreba….. ici dznelia? Gushin vijeqi da vixsenebdi yvela is moments roca igimebodi…. Da ai mashin namdvilad bednieri viyavi…. Arada riti? Arc arapris ubralod piqrit…. Da kidev ocnebis romelic auxdenelia…. Ocneba romelic chemtan ertad daimarxeba…!!... Cremlnarevi axali wlis game……. Ragac aris amashi…. Momavlis imedi yovel wels…. Magram ubralod araperi…. Ukve tyuili imedebi gtanjavs…. Ar sheidzleba ubralod ertxel mainc es imedebi gamartldes?? Odesme sheidzleba magram es odesme rodis mova?? Da mashin me viqnebi saertod?? Ar minda cremlebi magram ubralod ar shemidzlia…. Guli mtkiva da albat isedac yvelam icis ra mizezis gamoc…. Chemi siyvaruli sakmaod uimedo gamodga…. Ra samwuxaroa…. Neta vinmes esmis chemi?? Albat bevrs vinc am momentshi zis da piqrobs tavis siyvarulze…. Ai mat namdvilad esmit chemii…. Tan tovs… Me dzalian mikvars tovli…. Tovli dzalian wmindaa da tbilisis bneli quchebi ragac saocrad wminda tetri pipqebit ipareba… Dzalian lamazia mara ratomgac me koveltvis sevdas mgvris…. Neta rato?? Albat imitom rom mikvars…. Sicocxleze metad da mis gamo kvelapers gavaketeb…. Sruliad kvelapers…. Ai exla vtirivar, neta rato vis gamo? Im debilis gamo romelmac ubralod momatkua. Etkoba jer patara var imistvis ro cudi da kai gavarchio. Me mjeroda misi da martla mikvarda. Exlac mikvars aba misi saxis gaxsenebaze rato vitirebdi? Exla vixsenebdi im momentebs roca vxedavdi. Me dzaan mixaroda ar vicodi ra gameketebina. Pirvelad ro vnaxe loveebi ar vikavit chveulebrivad gadavkocne mara ragac vigrdzeni, meored mitkdeboda laparaki mara dzaan mindoda ro chavxutebodi ai mesamed ukve velaparakebodi da ro shemovtrialdebodi chemtvis vambobdi ra sakvareliatqo. Ai exla am momentebis gaxsenebios dros gamegima da sul damavickda ro davshordi da arasdros ar shevurigdebi. Martla dzaan sakvareli iko mashin mara exla vxvdebi ro ar vukvardi. Aba rato icuxebda tavs gobeze gadadzromit. Me debils rogor gamixarda ro davinaxe magis gulistvis matematikis sakontroloze davagviane. Eg araperia mara prosta dzaan mixaroda ro unda menaxa mara sul tkvila. Is mag drosac mekaipeboda da albat kargadac gadaobda. Au ra debili vikavi ro mjeroda ro mikvarda ro mixaroda da a.sh. exlac vocnebob ro vnaxo imito ro dzaan momenatra vici arc unda vpikrobde magaze mara ar gamomdis. Mikvars mikvars mara ar unda mikvardes. Ai exla rat minda amas ro vcer. Albat prosta minda ro chemi pikrebi davcero. Albat arc unda metkva ro mikvarda dzaan shevcdi. Exla vcer am sisuleleebs da tkvila vpikrob masze. Chemtvis martla dzneli dasajerebelia ro verasdros ver vnaxav da ver davelaparakebi mara ras vizav. Prosta shansi araa ro me magas shevurigde. Kvela gogo ocnebobs princze romelic mova tetri cxenit mec ese var. imedia shevxvdebi am princs. Bevri istoriebi camikitxia saocar sikvarulze simartle ro vtqva egre dzlierad ar mkvarebia martla ar mkvarebia egre dzliarad. Ise amboben ro vinc gikvars imistvis sicocxlesac datmobo me kvela adamianistvis davtmob sicocxles. Imas ki ar vambob ro angelozi var metqi ara prosta koveltvis mainteresebda ro tu kvela adamianistvis moiklav tavs imistvis vinc gikvars ra unda gaaketo? Ai prosta ver carmovidgen ro damakenon sruliad ucxo adamiantan da ro mitxran an shen mokvdi an iso da me ro vtkva is mokvdestqo. Eset shemtxvevashi martla koveltvis metqo vitkvi da ar mesmis zogi amas marto sakvareli adamianistvis gaaketebs??? Martla ar vici sheidzleba vigacas debili vegono da es elementaruli ikos mara me martla ar vici da dzaan mainteresebs. Exla agar vtirivar shemashra cremlebi albat imis gamo ro sxva rameze davicke pikri. Martla dzaan sakvareli iko ro vnaxe mara chavtvalot ro mokvda gaqra chemi cxovrebidan vso morcha da mec movrchi ceras. Am chemi naceris damtavreba am sitkvebit minda: tu ginda is sheni gaxdes gaushvi, tu dagibrunda mudam shentan iqneba tu arada qars gaatane masze ocneba sheni bedi ar kopila! : Videqi chemi ertaderti siyvarulis win da verapers veubnebodi…. Ver veubnebodi imas tu rogor miyvarda, vagmertebdi……. Is ashkarad cudad iko…. Me amas vgrdznobdi…… Magram veraprit vexmarebodi……. Misi sevdiani tvalebi……. Da gimili…. Romelic chemtvis dzalian dzvirpasia……. Magram es gimili iko nagvelit savse……. Masshi ragac gansakutrebuli eria…. Mis tvalebshi koveltvis vxedavdi ragac gansakutrebuls…. Romelmac albat me is shemakvara…. Magram ratom ar aris bednieri?! Is xom amas namdvilad imsaxurebs…. Yoveltvis es sazizgari sityva "magram”…. Videqi mis win daa……. Ubralod araperi ragac uazro sityvebi…. Romelshic iko ragac…. Magram garshemo amas veravin amchnevda…… mxolod me da sheidzleba isic…… Ar vici…. Vuyurebdi tvalebshi magram ar shemedzlo metqva…. Ar shemedzlo?! Neta ratom…… garshemo xalxi ireoda magram me shens garda aravin…. Saertod aravin ar mainteresebda…. Da verc veravis vamchnevdi…… Vxedavdi mxolod shen tvalebs da gimils…. Da vkitxulobdi shens tvalebshi sevdas…… Sevdas romelic me manadgurebs…… Mere gamovedi……. Vpiqrobdi mxolod shenze……. Albat ragaceebsac vambobdi magram….. Verc ki shevnishne rogor momadga tvalze cremli…. Rogor sheidzleba shen ar iko bednieri?! Shen, shen xom…. Yvelaze bednieri unda iko am qveyanaze…. Da imedia iqnebi kidec…. Me amistvis kvelapers gavaketeb gepicebi…… Miyvarxar chemo sicocxle…. Cxovrebaze metad….!! Vaime agar shemidzlia…. Sigijemde miyvars… Sicocxleze metad, uzomod, usazgvrod… Vegar vdzleb… Yoveltvis ese vambob mara dgitidge uaresdeba es tkivili… Chemi guli ileva, ishleba, dneba… Chemi angelozi xar… Namdvili angelozi romelic cxovrebas minatebs… Sashinlad momenatre… Neta odesme vegirsebi shengan odnav sitbos? Ragac aramgonia… Me xom girsi ar var… Magram mainc miyvarxar ra vqnaa…?? Guls xom ver ubrdzaneb… Cremlebi madgeba tvalebze… Marto shenze piqrebit vsuldgmulob… Mogonebebit vsuntqav… Gepicebi chemi sicocxle xar… Shens garda meti ra minda… Shens siyvarulze agarc vocnebob… Ra sisulelea… Ubralod minda ro gxedavde da es sashineli monatreba ar mtanjavdes… Tore sxva albat arc araperi mchirdeba… Shen mchirdebi… Haerze metad mchirdebi… Ristvis vitanjebi ase…? Ra davashave…? Heeh……… Sicive gulshi… Monatreba… Martooba….. Cremlebi… Cremlebi romlebix titqmis gamoshra, agar darcha… Ristvis icocxlo? Mistvis… Ragac aramgonia… Ratom mistvis? Is xom amis girsi araa… Ragac patara imedis naperwkali… Da isev… Cremlebi… Sicive gulshi… Da martooba… Imedi risi, an visi? Ra sisulelea… imedi xom saertod ar aris… ocneba… piqri mxolod masze… vize an raze? Es yvelaperi xom arasodes ar agixdeba… guli mainc petqavs… Tan upro swrapad vidre adre… is petqavs mistvis… misi siyvarulit magram mas xom srulebit ar ainteresebs sheni grdznobebi…. Da netav ratom? Is xom sheni siyvarulia……. Ra sheidzleba kidev itqvas? Albat araperi……… sheidzleba es yvelaperic ar iyo sachiro…. Magram…… Siyvaruli xom adamianebis macocxlebeli dzalaa……. P.S Giyvardet ertmaneti!.. Ra sheidzleba siyvarulze uketesi iyos? Sruliad araperi… Siyvarulis shesadari grdznoba dedamiwaze jer ar gachenila da swored am grdznobis miyvarxar me shen… yoveli gateneba chemtvis didi bednierebaa radganac chndeba imedi imisa rom gnaxav… Vnaxav shens tvalebs, gimils, gamoxedvas… Dagamebac bedierebaa… radgan yoveltvis roca gamdeba da caze varskvlavebi gamoanatebs yoveltvis shemomawveba xolme shenze ocneba…. Dzilshic chemtan xar… Mudam mesizmrebi da yoveltvis mixaria rom gxedav…. Me shenis vcocxlob damijere…. Shens gareshe chem cxovrebashi wamic ki ver warmomidgenia…. Miyvars yoveli wvrilmani rac odnav mainc gikavshirdeba…. Me yvelaze metad miyvars sheni gimili…. Romelshic aris ragac dzalian gansakutrebuli…. Roca igimi chemze bednieri aravin ar ari…. Da yoveltvis roca shen gxedav vxvdebi mizezs imisa tu ratom movevline am qveyanaze…. Gavchndi imistvis rom vicxovro shentvis…. Da ubralod menaxe…. Menaxa bunebis shedevri romelic cxovrebaze metad shemiyvardeboda…. Martlac gnaxe da dzalian shemiyvardi…. Da miyvarxar…!!!... Udzilo gameebi…… Sicili……. Gartoba…. Shemdeg cremlebi…… Monatreba…. Sevda…. Tvalebi….: sevdiani, sakvareli tvalebi, romlebic kvelapers amboben rac sachiroa…. Sityvebi? Es xom zedmetia…. Ra sachiroa sityvebi rodesac kvelaperi isedac natelia…… Sicocxle? Ra sachiroa? Ra sachiroa sicocxle mis gareshe? Isedac xom ici rom shentan arasdros ar iqneba…. Magram imedi…. Imedi xom koveltvis cocxlobs… Sul patara imedi mainc koveltvis arsebobs…. Magram risi imedi?? Imisi rom shentan iqneba? Ra sisulelea shen xom misi girsi ar xar……. An xar da ggonia rom masze uketesi aravinaa……. Albat upro is ar aris sheni girsi…. Radgan vinc sheni girsia is arasodes agatirebs da arasodes gatkens guls……. Ukve agarapers azri ar aqvs…… An ras unda qondes azri?? Sicocxles? Sicocxle xom mis gareshe ar arsebobs……. Is aris tvit sicocxle……. Mere ragac patara imedis naperwkali, gagimeba da arapris mtqmeli sityvebi…. Da mere isev tavidan……: cremlebi…… Monatreba…… Da sevda…. Patara shansis imedi…… Magram shansi rom ar arsebobs?? Ex……. Yvelapers ekargeba azri…. Cxovreba shav-tetria…. Da aravin gadzlevs perad panqrebs rom gaaperado…. Netav sad ari is vinc shentvis ertadert pers mainc gaimetebs…. Siyvarulis pers……. Pataraobidan vpiqrobdi rom siyvarulis peri witeli iko magram exla vxvdebi, vcdebodi…. Siyvarulis peri yvelaa…. Xan shavi…. Xandaxan cisperi…. Da zogjer rodesac dzalian gagimartlebs gia vardisperi…. Zedapirulad gaperadeba martivia…. Amitom aucilebelia shignidanac amoshalo is shavi peri…. Magram sashleli dzalian dzneli sapovnelia…. Is sadgac shengan dzalian shorsaa….. Da zogjer sheidzleba sicocxlis bolosac ipovo…. An upro adre…. =) Dzalian kargia…. Ra kargi iqneboda kvelas rom qondes peradi panqrebi…. Kvela imas visac siyvaruli daeupleba…. Rom koveltvis xatos da peradad gaaperados tavisi siyvaruli…… =) Dges gamovitane saocari daskvna. Mivxvdi ro aranair ocnebas da ragacis dzaan mondomebas azri ar aq mere ro ar gamovides ukve ragaca sashineli gemarteba. Me kvelasi da kvelaperis mjeroda titkmis mara exla ukve egre agar ari. Exla metireba imis gamo ro martla shevicvale ai am ert dgeshi shevicvale. Kvelapershi koveltvis vcdilobdi kai mxris danaxvas da vxedavdi kidec mara exla ukve vegarapers vegar vxedav da arc mjera ro davinaxav rames. Ai ragac dzaan cudad var martla arapris da aravisi agar mjera. Titqos vcdilobdi ro cashi meprina da araperi ar damenaxa mara ar gamovida. Ucbad chamovvardi dzirs da magra davenarcxe micaze. Prta vitkine da pexi movitexe. Ukve vegar davprinav da siarulic dzalian michirs. Bevri am chemi naceridan verapers ver mixvdeba ra davcere mara araushavs me xo vici ara. Ar mjera vikavi rogori da rogori gavxdi ert dgeshi. Ukve martla agarapris agar mjera martla ar vici rato. Ai exla ertaderti rame mainteresebs marto erti. Rame ara vinme, ubralod vocnebob ro vnaxo arc sherigeba ar minda da araperi prosta minda ro vnaxo an magisi xma gavigo mainc. Martla dzaan mikvars da dzaan momenatra. Aba ra vqna????? Chemtvis exla kvelaze bedniereba iqneba is ro dges gamkaieboda da araperi ar gaego. Ar vici rato minda eg ragac mgonia ro mainc ar shevurigdebi ro movides chem skolashi mara mainc dzaan minda vnaxav mainc. Au ra debili var ara?! Shevdzeli…. Me martla shevdzeli…. =) Is rac cota xnis win sheudzlebeli megona…. Tan dzalian mcire dro damchirda amistvis…. Albat vinmes rom vutxra ra shevdzeli ipiqrebs cota ver ari dalagebulio…. Mara chemi mizani martla es iyo… Me shevdzeli rom sul bolomde mecxovra sxva adamianebistvis… Anu ar mepiqra sakutar tavze…. Da ai metvitonac ki dzalian mikvirs magram gamomivida…. Ai ar vici rogor…. Dges davupiqrdi pirvelad imas, rom me es shevdzeli…. =) Da amit martla bednieri var… Albat adamianta umetesoba amas martla sisuleled chatvlis mara ravici…. Sheidzleba var kidevac suleli… =) Mere ra…. Martla dzalian mindoda rom mimegwia imistvis rom ai ubralod agar mepiqra chem tavze…. Martalia imis dzala ar shemwevs. Rom yvela adamians ramit davexmaro…. Magram rasac shevdzleb namdvilad gavaketeb…. Sheidzleba martlac dzalian sisulelea mara me egre ar mimachnia…. Nu ar vici…. Martla dzalian mikvirs rogor gamomivida mara paqtia ro esea….. =) Adre martla ver warmomedgina mara exla… =) Ertxel ertma chemtvis arc tu ise axlo adamianma mirchia wigni dawereo, roca chemi nawerebi waikitxa. Neta raze unda davwero? Chemi ertaderti shtagoneba siyvarulia da albat am bnel qveyanashi siyvaruli bevrs ar ainteresebts. Magram arian adamianebi romlebic am grdznobis shenaxvas mainc axerxeben, gulshi itoveben. Albat erterti matgani var mec. Sheidzleba itqvas me es grdznoba macocxlebs, masuldgmulebs. Siyvaruli rom ara qveyanaze ar iarsebebda sikete, pativiscema, samartlianoba da saertod kacobrioba ar iarsebebda. Siyvaruli adamianebis macocxlebeli dzalaa, is gvadzlevs shesadzleblobas rom sakvarel adamianebtan ertad gaviarot sicocxlis labirintebi. Magram zogjer sicocxlis gzaze swored siyvaruli gvegobeba da simartle rom vtqvat yvelaze dzneli gadasalaxi es barieria. Imitom rom tu siyvaruli gadagegoba eseigi sakvareli adamiani ar gkavs gverdit da am dros yvelaperi gacilebit rtulia. Rodesac aravin gyavs gverdshi, aravin gamxnevebs sityvebit da aravin gatbobs tavisi siyvarulit. Dzalian dznelia ese yopna, titqmis sheudzlebeli da tu gaudzeli esec shen garshemo myopi adamianebis damsaxureba iqneba. miuyvebi cxovrebis bilikebs da xedav gachirvebul adamianebs, cdilob daexmaro, magram zogi adamiani daxmarebas ar igebs da amitomac igupeba. Saertod msoplioshi adamianebi ratomgac sul emterebian ertmanets daxmarebis xelis gawvdis magivrad. Anadgureben ertmanets, gupaven, klaven. Es xom sashinelebaa, ubralod ar sheidzleba ase, am dros adamiani agar aris adamiani. Is kargavs kovelgvar girsebas da rac mtavaria guls. Rogor sheidzleba dainaxo adamiani dzirs egdos, kvdebodes da mishvelebis magivrad qva esrolo. Es namdvilad ar aris adamianoba. Didi xnis winat gmerts surda sheeqmna qmnileba romelic mouvlida dedamiwas da yvela masze mcxovreb cxovels, magram piriqit moxda. Bevri adamiani tviton iqca cxovelad. Ucnauri arsebebi romlebsac odesgac adamianebi erqvat anadgureben kvelapers mat garshemo, yvelapers risi ganadgurebac sheidzleba. Isini srulebit ar piqroben imaze tu ra moxdeba momavalshi. -Giyvardes moyvasi sheni… Es aris ati mcnebis ertxerti mcneba. Adamianebs unda uyvardes ertmaneti ara shesaxedaobit an xasiatit aramed adamianobit. Chven yvela gmertis qmnilebebi vart, misi shvilebi, da-dzmebi da unda gviyvardes ertmaneti usityvod, yvelanairi shurisa da pirperobis gareshe. Tu xedav rom sheni moyvasi araswor gzaze midis unda shemoabruno da miaswavlo swori gza. Tu is kargavs adamianobas mas ki ar unda gaeqce, aramed gverdshi daudge da daexmaro. Am yvelapers ratomgac titqmis aravin ar vaketebt axlandel samyaroshi, magram samwuxarod dzalian cota da es cota ar aris sakmarisi kacobriobis gamosworebisatvis. Mgoni sul gadavuxvie satqmels. Es imdenad amagelvebeli temaa, gansakutrebit chemnairi patara gogonastvis romelic jer kidev exla iwyebs samyaros shecnobas da ukve yvelaze rtuli barieri shexvda. Me unda damewera siyvarulze, Tanagrdznobaze, daxmarebaze magram es yvelaperi sheudzlebelia sidzulvilis, ironiis da borotebis gareshe. Cxovreba jachvivitaa, is awyobilia patara nawilebit romeltaganac erti mainc tu dairgva agarcerti agar iarsebebs. Boroteba rom ar arsebobdes siketes daekargeboda pasi, sidzulvili rom ar arsebobdes-siyvaruls, tirili rom ar arsebobdes-sicils. Saertod kvelaperi asea da amisi shecvla sheudzlebelia, titqmis sheudzlebeli. Albat kacobriobashi gamochndeba vigac vinc shedzlebs am yvelapris gamosworebas da shecherebas, torem male yvelapers sibnele moicavs da agar iarsebebs arcerti sixarulis wveti. Rac yvelaze sashishia sheidzleba siyvaruli ganadgurdes da shemdeg gavnadgurdebit chven. Adamianebs unda uyvardet ertmaneti da ara sdzuldet, icinodnen da ara tirodnen, siketes schadodnen da ara borotebas. Da xalxshi sheidzleba gamoereodes tito orola boroti adamiani da ara ise rogorc exlaa, tito orola ketili! Rogor ar minda exla davidzino....... Imitom rom xval roca gavigvidzeb agar meqneba es xasiati...... Es shegrdznebebi..... Da davubrundebi isev uazro cxovrebas...... Adamianebi velodebit dagamebas imitom rom davidzinot da shemdeg axali dge daiwyos..... Ra sisulelea....... Jer kidev xom dgea da ramdeni rame sheidzleba kidev moxdes... Iqneb momdevno dila saertod ar gvitendeba..... Ai exla rasac vaketeb..... Vwer da vpiqrob ar vtvli rom amashi aris rame uazroba...... Piriqit..... Minda yoveli dge ese gagrdzeldes..... Da ar minda mec yvela adamianivit velodebode dagamebas imistvis rom shemdegi dge male gatendes..... Me ese ar minda..... Imasac ver vigeb.... Rodesac adamianebi momavlis mowyobit iviwyeben awmyos ra ician rom momavali aqvt? Exla vwer amas da arc vici ratom...... Sheidzleba cxovrebisadmi eseti damokidebuleba asakis bralia..... Magram ragac aramgonia..... Xom iyvnen adamianebi romlebic titqmis chemsavit piqrobdnen da azrovnebdnen.... An ra upleba maq im did adamianebs shevedaro..... Albat me mati mimdevari var ubralod..... Ratqmaunda mec vpiqrob momavalze vawyob gegmebs rogor yvela..... Magram dgeistvis me vtvli rom es ubralod ocnebebia...... Da ar sheidzleba am ocnebebit cxovrebis dangreva..... Me minda dges, am wams gavaketo ragac iseti rac mnishvnelovania...... Azriani....... Da tundac am nawerit minda imis tqma rom ar gavchenilvar uazrod am qveyanaze..... Da minda rom mec davtovo vigacis gulshi shtabechdileba....... An chemi saubrit vigacas azri shevacvlevino... Cxovrebis mimartuleba... Magram prvel rigshi am yvelapers vaketeb chemtvis..... Es chemi samyaroa...... Da me amit varsebob..... Am yvelapris mxatvruli sityvebit gadmocema ukve sheudzlebelia… Am cxovrebis dedac ra martla… Ar sheileba ese… Chem tavze ukve agarapers vambob… Ar shemilia amdenis gadzleba mara ras vizav… Sxvebis xatrit tavis mokvlisgan tavs vikaveb… Martla vcxovrob sxvebistvis… Magram egrec ar gamomdis… Nu nawilobriv… Martla ar sheileba ese ra… Ai martla zogjer vegar vudzleb… Ukve agar minda cxovrebashi yvelaze wminda ragac maxsovdes… Siyvaruli… Rit davimsaxure? Chemi pirveli da jerjerobit ertederti siyvaruli ar agmochnda… Magaze piqritac ki cudad vxdebi magram ar shemilia ro ar vipiqro… Yvelapris miuxedavad mainc miyvars… Miyvars adamiani romelmac rasac qvia gadamiara, gadamtela… Mara araushavs… Nu amas rogor vambob ar vici mara aba ras vizav… Chemi bralia… Eh… Ai rogor gavudzlo am yvelapers… Rogoor? Cremlebi? Eg ukve zedmetia… Tviton modian me ra vqna… Ver vcherdebi xolme xandaxan… Ubralod roca yvelaperi shemomawveba xolme gulze… Sevdas sazgvari ar aq… Da am yvelapeers? Miyvarxar… Martla… Ai exla davcqeri shens surats da vxvdebi rom gavchndi sheni siyvarulistvis… Ai vici rom me sheni siyvarulit vcocxlob… Shen albat verc warmoidgen ert patara gogos ramdenad sheidzleba uyvarde… Ai ratomgac dzalian marto var… Veravis veubnebi am yvelapers… An tqmas ra azri aq… Ai exla vupiqrdebi… Martla mchirdeba vigac… Ro vtirivar aravin mawynarebs… Da saertod albat adamianebis umetesobas marto yopna undat xolme… Magram me ara… Arasodes… Piriqit yoveltvis mirchevni, nebismier momentshi, tundac mashin roca vtiri vinme movides da magra chamexutos… Da me isedac ise marto var rom marto yopna arasodes ar minda… | |
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